♥第二天.....寂寞の藕.....♥2nd day....lonely d me....♥

第二天了.... the 2nd day....
伱不在藕身边....u nt beside me..
藕....I
连吃东西都没有胃口了....even eat food oso no mud to eat...
睡觉...sleep...
睡到半夜就起身....sleep until midnight jiu wake up...
藕....I
很想念伱哦....so miss u orh...
很想伱赶快回来...wish u faster cum bak....

藕....I
只是在家...juz at hum...
做功课....do humwork...
上网...on9...
读书....study....
玩拼图....make puzzle...
觉得没有了伱....feel no liao u....
就好像没有了人生の意义.....juz like no liao life...

自从...after....
伱不在藕身边那一天开始....u nt beside me tat day started....
藕....i
没有一晚....no 1 nite...
是不哭泣の...is no cry d..
睡得安稳....slp well...

T.T....

♥第一天,伱不在藕身边=(....♥The 1st day, u didn't beside me...=(♥

今天, 2day
是伱第一天不在藕身边.... Is 1st day, tat u was not puii me....
藕,I
4点半早早就起身等伱, 4:30a.m early morn was wake up 4 wait,
因为Becox
藕真的很舍不得伱离开藕,I really very mm sha det u leave me,
但 but
藕必须接受这件事实,I muz accep tiz truth,
因为 becox
藕没有可能逼伱不去.....I can't force you dun go becox of me....

藕 I
乖乖地在家, docile stay at hum,
做功课,读书,听歌,上网.... Do humwork, revision, listen songs, on9....
藕 I
连以前出街の野心 even like be4 wanna everyday go out d interesting,
都铲除了.... oso didnt hv liao...
藕 I
一整天都在看着手机, all day long keep looking my hp,
有没有伱の信息.... c gt ur msg o nt....
藕 I 
一听到手机震响, heard my hp was vibrating
十分紧张, very nervous
因为 becox
藕以为是伱信息藕.....I thought is you msg me....

藕 I
真の很想伱....Very miss you...
藕 I
真の舍不得伱....really mm sha det u...
藕 I 
真の不想伱离开藕....really dn wn u leave me...

因为 becox,
藕爱伱....I love You....♥

♥痛自己扛,泪自己擦♥Pain carry by myself, Tears wipe by myself♥

其实,我很累了 Actually, i'm tired

其实,一直没有人能够懂我,我习惯了假装坚强,习惯了一个人面对所有.... Actually,no1 will enuf knw me, i be used to pretend rugged, be used to 1 ppl face all thgs.... 

我不知道自己到底想怎样 I don't know actually wat am i thking

有时候. Sumtimes

我可以很开心的和每个人说话,可以很放肆的. I can very happy vf any ppl talk,very wanton

可是没有人知道那不过是伪装,很刻意的伪装. But no1 knw tat only is pretend , very

我 Me

不可以让自己很快乐很快乐.不过只有伱の一句话可以让藕快乐, Can't make myself extremly happy, but juz only ur 1 woro sentence can make me very happy, 

我不习惯把事跟别人说,因为我不习惯别人用可怜的眼光看我. I not be used to tell sum1 my thgs, becox i nt habit ppl use their pityful eye-slight to see me 

其实,我很珍惜身边的人,只是生活的压力让我善于遗忘,把那些记忆通通遗忘. Actually i very cherish every1 tat beside me , juz life d pressure make me 4gt, those memorises all 4get,

我以为遗忘可以让自己快乐起来...I thought 4gt can make myself hapi bak,

可我感觉到的却是更多的寂寞. but i feel dao d is more lonely,

一个人坐在窗前,对着窗外的人群发呆.....1 ppl sit beside the window,duii outside the window ppl be in a daze

只知道藕最想の就是伱....juz knw i most miss d is you....

♥明明...却....♥ Actually.....but....♥

明明很想哭，却还在笑 Actually wanna cry, But still smile

明明很在乎，却装作无所谓 Actually so care about you, but pretend to be nothing

明明很想留下，却坚定的说要离开 Actually wanna stay vf you, but determined say wanna leave

明明很痛苦，却偏偏说自己很幸福 Actually very pity, but still say myself so happiness,

明明忘不掉，却说已经忘了 Actually can't 4get, but still say alr 4get 

明明知道自己很受伤，却说你不必觉得欠我的 Actually know myself was injure, but still say not you owe me 

明明这样『伪装』着很累，却还得依旧……Actually know like tis 'pretend'-ing was very tired, but still unaltered

为的只是隐藏起自己的脆弱，即使很难过，也会装的无所谓 Becox juz wanna hide my vulnerable,although very sad, oso will pretend to be nth 

只是不愿别人看见自己的伤口，不想让自己周围的人担心，不想让别人同情自己，只想在心底独自承受 Juz dn wan sumone saw my wound, dn wn ppl to worry, dn wan ppl to sympathize,juz wanna 1 ppl to carry on myself, especially is YOU....

♥也许不属于藕の___♥Maybe Not Belongs To Me__♥

有时候 Sumtimes,

哭泣不是因为难过 Cry Not Becox Sad,

有一些东西错过了 Is Becox Sumthg Missed,

就一辈子错过了 Thn whole life missed,

人是会变的 Ppl Will Chg,

守住一个不变的承诺 Keep 1 wont chg d promised,

却守不住一颗善变的心 bt can't keep a fickle d heart....

有时候执着是一种负担 Sumtimes,

放弃是一种解脱 Gv up is a kind of to get rid of self,

人没有完美 Ppl didnt hv prefect,

幸福没有一百分 Hapiness didnt hv 100%,

知道自己没有能力一次拥有那么多 Knw myself didnt hv ability 1 times to possess too much,

也没有权力要求那么多 & didnt hv authority requests too much,

否则苦了自己、也为难了对方 O nt pity is ourself , & to make thgs difficult for other side....

一颗心属于一个人 1 heart is for 1 person

爱情里什么是公平? In love wt is fair?

爱的深、伤的深 Love d deep, Pain d deep,

爱情里没有不公平 In love didnt hv unfair...

爱上不该爱的人 Fall in love in nt rite to love d ppl,

是永无天日的叹息 is never will there be days of peace d sigh with regret,

爱了不爱你的人 Fall in love dn love u d ppl,

是眼泪决堤的开始 is tears wont stop d starts...

承诺是一张白纸 Promised is a paper,

再厚的剧本也有结局 the script hw thick oso hv ending,

我想我知道眼泪的味道 I wish i knw the taste of tears,

就算付出每一分每一秒我都不曾想逃 even to gv every min every sec i oso wont wanted to run away,

在这个世界上没有恒久的幸福 At tis world didnt hv constant d hapiness,

只有瞬间的惬意和安适 juz hv a moment d agreeably & cosy....

也许无言才是最好的安慰 Maybe act of silence is a prefect d consolation,

也许回忆是最好的结局 maybe memory is a prefect ending,

傻瓜也都一样 A fool oso the same,

都逃不过悲伤 wont run away from sadness,

因为有梦在心上 becox hav dream inside the heart,

所以甘心流浪 so willing to be on the drift....

有些缘分注定要失去 Gt sum feeling of affinity destined wn to lose,

有些缘分注定不会有好结果的 sum feeling of affinity wont hv d rite ending,

爱一个人不一定要拥有他 love a person nt muz to posses him,

但拥有一个人一定要去好好爱他 bt to posses a person muz nicely love him,

不要轻言放弃 dun easily gv up,

否则对不起自己 o nt will sry to urself...

很多事情的发展注定有个结束 many thgs d develop destined hv a ending,

好好享受美丽的过程 nicely to enjoy the beautiful process,

擦身而过的时候我们应该学会遗忘 Juz  pass away d moment maybe we wn learn to 4get it,

放声的笑一回 to smile a round,

大胆的哭一场 bold d cry a round,

抬头望一望 raise up to look over,

一片灿烂的阳光 1 piece of the ablaze d sunlight,

相信时间可以改变一切 beliv time cn chg all....

春有春的风情 spring gt spring d amorous feelings,

夏有夏的烈艳 summer gt summer d blazing gorgeous,

秋有秋的素洁 autumn gt autumn d plain

冬有冬的雅致 winter gt winter d elegant,

人生各有各的色彩 Life gt each d colourful,

各有各的潇洒 each d natural n unrestrained,

藕笑 i smile,

全世界跟着藕笑 whole world follow i smile,

藕哭 i cry,

全世界只有藕一个人哭 whole world juz me 1 person crying...

当不能拥有时  At cnt possess,

唯一能做的就是 only cn do d is,

令自己忘掉所拥有过的一切… Make myself 4get all possessed d everythg....